Sitting outside in the yard, soaking up the sun. Feeling ornery. I am mad because I feel like I am neglecting this blog and I hate that feeling. I feel completely deflated and wordless right now. Powerless. This blog is the place where I take my power back. But my mind is so tired, I can’t write. So…
Category: love
I’m so proud of you
{photo credit: Sandesh Virwani} The other day, Karl gave me a spontaneous hug and said he was so proud of me for standing up for myself to my family. He told me he admired my spunk. He told me he now understood why it was that I talked so much about my past and how it…
Thank you, Dad
Age five Dad, Thank you for showing me who I am not. You beat me with a rod because I laughed when my baby brother shot peas out of his mouth and laughed. My baby brother wasn’t obeying you when told to eat neatly, and you said he was old enough to have the devil…
Thank you, Dad
Dad, Thank you for showing me who I am not. Age five You beat me with a rod because I laughed when my baby brother shot peas out of his mouth and laughed. My baby brother wasn’t obeying you when told to eat neatly, and you said he was old enough to have the devil beat…
Waking up
The neighbor’s lamp is lit all day, and stands in dark, cool tree shade. Maybe evening exists all day under the shade of just this tree. The world is full of poetry, especially when I go on walks in my neighborhood and see magical stuff like the above stretch of yard and sidewalk. While I was…
Everyone
Everyone’s a giant, everyone’s powerful, everyone’s trying, everyone’s learning, everyone’s worthy, everyone’s loved, and everyone… loves you. Everyone is me. Who else, The Universe
What is real never changes
Have you ever walked past a mirror and thought, “That is not me. I am more than what I see with my eyes.” I do this quite often these days. I used to think I had one finite life, and that I was the accumulation of only what my physical senses perceived in this one…
Easier to love
I’ve been learning about reincarnation and past life regression lately. I’ve only recently been receptive to learning more, and so this is relatively new. This stuff is mind blowing. It gives me peace knowing that I have lived maybe thousands of lives before, and will live many more lives. There are so many things that…
The Alchemist 